I miss TV!!!

I'm already going through withdrawals. How insane is that? I just did my first Japanese lesson in like 6 months and I'm sitting here wicked bored. I am into that pain phase for reals. What is wrong with me. My tv problem was worse than I thought. I have a malaise. I have a feeling there are going to be a lot of posts like this coming your way!!! I mean I am more productive than ever. I vacuumed for the first time in a month, cleaned the bathroom, and started to clean my room. But now I'm twitchy and my stuff is all just on my bed. Welcome to the inside of my mind!! Anyways, I will keep this up. I need to have an uncluttered mind. Another thing I'm thinking about a lot is headphones when I walk through town...I mean I'm mostly listening to the Howard Stern show so that I'm heavily distracted, but it also massively affects my state. I can't jump from that mode to street opening.........a lot to think on but I can't give up more things from my life just yet!